tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-64570462012-02-10T10:17:27.154-08:00On being kinky, perverted and human.<br> Email me at: <a href="mailto:auxugen@livejournal.com">auxugen</a><br>Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.comBlogger4451100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-15555701738264046582007-04-14T12:51:00.000-07:002007-04-14T12:55:43.755-07:00

I'm "retiring" my Blogger blog. Trying to maintain two blogs, even though they're mostly just mirroring one another is just more effort than I care to put towards it all. If you're still interested in reading the mess that I call life you can find me here.Take care.

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-27348317718244161102007-04-08T16:44:00.000-07:002007-04-08T16:45:15.917-07:00

Oh. My. GAWD!!Ya want some funkier than shit, get down and make you get nasty funk music? I'm so serious... GET yourself some Betty Davis and get down witch-yo-bad-self. You will be wigglin' your hips, movin' yo feet, and makin' stupid faces in no time.My 80s fashionista friend told me about Betty a while ago and I finally got me summadat. Wow. I'm groovin' out to Nasty Gal and man, why and how

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-67236710630816821952007-04-07T20:50:00.000-07:002007-04-07T20:51:32.636-07:00

If I ever did drag, these shoes would be mine betch.I went out for a walk this afternoon, tried a different direction and strolled through some slightly nicer neighborhoods. On the way home I saw these babies in the window of an antique shop. Go fig. No... no ginger up the butt... just go figure.ANYhoo... the walk was pleasant enough, I was listening to some goofy Pizzicato Five on the iPod, the

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-14037121626798816492007-04-05T06:59:00.000-07:002007-04-05T07:00:22.611-07:00

Can we just call a spade a spade and admit that people get off on being beaten? Stop confusing the issue or hiding it under the guise of religion and just admit that it feels good for any number of reasons.Here's hoping the link to the video works...

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...Say it with me nowCockOpen your mouth nice and wide, make a big AH sound and let cock issue forth.The other day a girl at work admitted that she hated the word "fisting". This brought up the mention of the two euphemisms that I know for it being: Hand Puppet and Catcher/Pitcher. For working at a sex store, a couple eyes got bit and round and jaws dropped at the mention of hand puppet.

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-11505292322048746092007-03-28T19:53:00.001-07:002007-03-28T19:53:43.028-07:00

Today had some fun and some stupid fun stuff at work. At first I was a little worried that maybe I'd be late since I overslept by turning off the alarm clock like a goon. I clocked literally less than one minute before my shift started. Sometimes it's the littlest things.Later I went into the back to grab a hanger to hang a new garment I had finished and saw that two hangers were somehow locked

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-16491802217874812762007-03-25T19:09:00.000-07:002007-03-25T19:11:41.774-07:00

I ganked this a while ago and I apologize to whoever I ganked it from for not giving them props. It's been sitting on my desktop since then as at first I think I was taking it too seriously. But then again maybe not, after all, since I reacted to it, there might just be some truth to it.What do you think? Hmm? What Is Your Animal Personality? CougarTake this quiz!Quizilla | Join | Make A

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Last night, well yesterday actually I decided to go for a walk, such as it is around here in suburbia. I didn't expect anything interesting though and boy was I not surprised.I also decided to wear a new rubber cat suit that finally arrived a few weeks ago that I had ordered weeks before I moved here. It arrived when I was feeling pretty depressed and just before that nasty cold of mine had set

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-41816354959924005712007-03-19T07:04:00.001-07:002007-03-19T07:04:57.206-07:00

I hate when that happens but I guess it shouldn't come as a surprise really.I had a restless night that was complicated by dreams that were influenced by the 1958 version of The Blob that we watched last night. I'm getting a little tired of my brain incorporating all these pop culture artifacts into my dreams lately. There's nothing like dreaming of something glomming onto your body to absorb

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-31610663593179425382007-03-18T12:38:00.001-07:002007-03-18T12:38:55.266-07:00

Well... it's happened. I've finally exceeded the storage capacity in my iPod. So other than what I've done so far with creating a playlist that will randomly pick enough music to fill it up, I'm faced with the decision of getting a new one or learning to make due. Hmm... I do know that I want to wait until the rumored wide screen version comes out. I wouldn't mind the iPhone either but it only

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-590401665203029502007-03-16T18:59:00.001-07:002007-03-16T18:59:34.131-07:00

I can't really concentrate right now, my mind is all over the place trying to bering order to the various, recent chain of little, relatively insignificant events and dreams. It seems like there's something to it all but it's just on the periphery of my perception. I can't bring anything to focus... provided there really even is anything to focus on.I've been having some odd dreams lately, most

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-8107773723963379982007-03-14T06:59:00.001-07:002007-03-14T06:59:31.884-07:00

Got no taste whatsoever and too much money burning a hole in your pocket? These cell phones start around a mere $1,200, average around $300,000 and even climb to over a million. Check out these ridiculous beacons of excess just waiting to be lost at the next drunken, exclusive socialite party. Paris... are you listening?

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Don't worry, I'm not giving up on San Francisco already. It's way too early for that. I've just been thinking lately about decisions I've made recently, decisions I need to make and along with that, decisions I think that I may never get to actually decide upon.Admittedly I've been fairly morose lately. A lot. Not that I think I made a bad decision to move to SF but I'm wondering if I haven't

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-361271099319252902007-03-13T06:43:00.001-07:002007-03-13T06:43:25.005-07:00

My god...This morning is amazing. I have woken up and not needed to cough once. I can actually breathe through both nostrils at the same time and just need to address the allergies related to the recent onslaught of pollen.And it only took about 13 days to kick this cold. Will miracles never cease?

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...when we imagine the future, we often do so in the blind spot of our mind's eye... from Stumbling on Happiness by Daniel GilbertA guy at work went to the opening of the Vivienne Westwood exhibition this weekend and this morning everyone was asking him how it went, did he get to meet her and was it "all that".Y'see... this guy (the one who's been training me so far) has a small shrine devoted to

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I wanted to write sooner but along with perhaps half a dozen people I know and a few more that I've heard about, I've been sick this weekend. It moved in quick but thankfully seems to be moving out quicker than when I usually get sick. But I'm definitely tired of it already. As much as I didn't want to, I even left my brand spankin' new job a few hours early on Friday as was suggested, both for

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What happened to the sun?For the first couple of weeks since I moved here the weather has been gorgeous. Sunny and warmish, even approaching the 70s at one point I think. Now we're back to typical February (for me at least) weather of cold, drizzly, gray days. It's keeping me inside a little more than I would like. I've been feeling the urge to finally start riding around on my motorcycle,

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-86518172392468017252007-02-24T14:13:00.000-08:002007-02-24T14:16:34.741-08:00

I hate it when I get "behind" and all that with journaling... it makes catching up all that harder since I almost don't really know where to begin.Right now though, to be honest, I feel like I'm in a sort of emotional doldrums. Some things are coming along alright and the rest... the rest is settling in pains or something.On the good news side of things, I've got a new job that I'll be starting

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-29706588950328035672007-02-18T22:35:00.001-08:002007-02-18T22:35:30.954-08:00

I am so beat tonight but for my first post in a while I wanted to share a new experience that I was a part of today. I'm still processing it all so just take this for what it is... an account of things mostly.Today I attended my first and probably my last Osha. I have a new friend in my life here in San Francisco (not my current, new roommate) who is just beginning the process of becoming a

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-72677385287354028112007-02-05T19:01:00.000-08:002007-02-05T19:02:01.335-08:00

Here's just a quick note to say that I've made it to the Bay Area and that I guess I'm now a Californian!And I'm TIRED. My new roommate flew up to Seattle so that he could drive down with me and because we couldn't stop playing all the time, we've hardly had any sleep. *ahem*It's all still very slowly sinking in and will most likely continue to creep in around the edges, although last night as

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-68550232261534136182007-02-02T10:16:00.001-08:002007-02-02T10:16:58.707-08:00

Did you know that's a Danish proverb? I didn't, I just looked it up wondering who was quoted as saying it...*sigh*That's a good sigh btw. I'm having some morning coffee at the cafe across the street which conveniently has wireless (god there some things about the modern age I just love) and so I thought I'd take a minute to check in.Yesterday was a busy day (more today once I get off my butt) and

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-61477764746909565092007-01-31T13:02:00.000-08:002007-01-31T13:03:02.575-08:00

A coworker of mine (soon to be an ex-coworker of mine, in just mere hours) just related something to me that was so good I have to share it right now.She said that she was too full from lunch and that she ate too much, out of my usual feisty repertoire I replied by pointing a finger down my throat and stating that she could remedy that problem quite easily. She said that she doesn't like throwing

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-13585757297568765262007-01-29T09:46:00.000-08:002007-01-29T09:47:14.524-08:00

Last night my roommate made sort of a last meal for me as a going away thing. I thought it was a very sweet thing to do too. And so we sat around with his boyfriend and another way good friend and enjoyed his first attempt at a new recipe and just shared good company. At one point the topic of when my lat day at work was which is this Wednesday. To that my roommate stated that I should be be

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-46515629982598935372007-01-28T16:45:00.000-08:002007-01-28T16:46:16.879-08:00

It has come to my awareness in the past week or so, that I have a serious deficit of funky music in my library!Last week I downloaded this insanely cool remix of Norah Jones singing New York City remixed by DJ Strobe and when I started the new playlist of funky music inspired by this little diddy is when I discovered this travesty.My roommate has just helped me out be either reminding me or

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-34260058127198335112007-01-26T11:01:00.001-08:002007-01-26T11:01:57.229-08:00

So yes, again I'll make my "apologies" for not being around very much lately. It seems though that for *some* strange reason, my focus has been... elsewhere. :-) Not that I've done gone and lost any interest in the blogosphere at all but hey, for someone who only posts periodically, I only have so many resources at my disposal.As it is, I've been missing checking in with my friends on line,

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-72399280716191625692007-01-15T07:12:00.000-08:002007-01-15T07:13:20.415-08:00

So today marks the first day of a change of sorts for me at work which is in preparation of my move to SF. I get to pawn off almost all my current work to my poor, hapless protogé while I slink move into the background to not care anymore in more of a training/support role. I get to transfer the annoying digital leash of a Nextel to him too! Man I hate those things...It's all kind of pointing out

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-37026406457762753622007-01-12T12:58:00.000-08:002007-01-12T13:01:17.402-08:00

The thing is though, I don't even remember this character... Which Peanuts Character are You? You are Rerun!Take this quiz!Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-21039554319974792252007-01-10T22:38:00.001-08:002007-01-10T22:39:48.850-08:00

This morning on my way to work I was revisiting my question about when a person identifies as a master or for that matter as a slave. Added to that was a mix of thoughts, opinions and observations from friends on the same idea.My post didn't feel completely formed, there was more floating around in my head than I was able to form into words and so it just sort of hung there, out in space. It will

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-45962729823652707272007-01-09T22:35:00.000-08:002007-01-09T22:36:33.191-08:00

I've been having this on again off again conversation with a friend recently. The conversation has been about when does a slave become a Master? I suppose that truly it's more of a rhetorical question, definitely one without any definite answer of course.While I honestly don't know or have met that many Masters really, I do that it's not uncommon at all that bottoms become tops, boys to Daddies

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-61675325291827236452007-01-07T00:11:00.000-08:002007-01-07T00:12:17.586-08:00

... In no particular order, importance or order of occurrence.When scrubbing the bathtub with way too much Soft Scrub in order to remove the red paint left lingering in the soap scum from my roommate's adventure in painting his room, it is important to rinse a LOT. My comfy hot bath tonight was um, grittier than it needed to be.I've learned that for me, there are three basic levels of bondage (

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-7696307952324227062007-01-06T23:19:00.001-08:002007-01-06T23:19:56.752-08:00

Tonight is probably the first night I've had in weeks where nothing is going on, no one's on line for me to distract myself with and while I do have one or two things I could be working on, they can wait for a little while longer. I've got the place to myself and finally feel focused enough to try getting back to some writing.I've been more than distracted since around April last year between

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-89789855383512974542007-01-02T13:24:00.001-08:002007-01-02T13:24:42.181-08:00

After a much too long impromptu hiatus from writing, I'm back. I'm not in a full on writing space yet as frankly, I'm just pooped right now. I'm back from a very busy and bondage filled holiday vacation and am playing hooky from work today as frankly I was just too tired to manage this morning... this after a delayed late night flight and taking over an hour to get out of the airport because

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-55401226840324681012006-12-09T21:32:00.000-08:002006-12-09T21:33:44.476-08:00

Just so you know that these things can happen...Buttplug Anal CaptureThat is all.

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-44866948208074048922006-12-08T17:19:00.001-08:002006-12-08T17:19:38.897-08:00

So I was surfin' around on the net looking for wetsuits for no other reason than I'm a total perv and I came across this picture of a wetsuit which was totally packin'. I absolutely had to share it. heheJuvenile? maybe. But still fun. What?I looked at a couple of other pictures on the site and so far this was the only anatomically correct wetsuit. :-) I wonder if a) Some photo retoucher missed

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-12463899426287920902006-12-07T20:54:00.001-08:002006-12-07T20:54:39.211-08:00

The other day I was looking around on Google's image search for two specific images as a stupid, fun little project. I searched for "happy dog" and "angry kitty" and lo and behold, I found this beauty.I present it to you with hopes of milk or other beverages being projected from nostrils and I thank the journal owner for their endeavors and pointing out the evil that kitty's do.That is all.

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-21434577149216123252006-12-05T21:43:00.001-08:002006-12-05T21:43:38.402-08:00

On my way to work this morning, my iPod just about brought me to tears with its musical prowess and one of the most unlikely songs. Ready for this? It was Somewhere That's Green from Little Shop of Horrors sung by Ellen Greene.I honestly don't know anything about her as an artist but I can safely say that in listening to her performance on that album and in this song, she's got a powerful voice

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-1165287497667492002006-12-04T18:57:00.000-08:002006-12-04T18:58:17.686-08:00

Well... sleep deprivation and too much coffee.I've been so distracted this afternoon. And goofy too. And instead of being smart and making dinner or going grocery shopping like I seriously need to do, here I sit. Wonderfully almost completely nekkid, which is my preferable state at home usually and especially after getting home from work. It's transformation and the shedding of a skin and a place

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-1164954398182765842006-11-30T22:26:00.000-08:002006-11-30T22:26:38.203-08:00

There's potential apparently, according to my horoscope...Aries"Anxiety is the dizziness of freedom," wrote Danish philosopher Soren Kierkegaard. That's vividly true for you right now, Aries. According to my reading of the astrological omens, you'll thrive on the whirling gaga that overwhelms you as you play in vast, open spaces. Your best decisions will arise as your mind is boggled and wobbled

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Bristol- Myers is donating a dollar to AIDS every time someone goes to their website and moves the match to the candle and lights it.It takes a second to raise a dollar. https://www.lighttounite.org

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There has been a lot swirling around in this head of mine lately. I suppose that some of it has gotten blocked up in the process as well. Admittedly I've been kind of depressed yet again. The idea of moving to San Francisco and of finding a new job has been weighing heavily upon me. So much so that in the last few days I've been second guessing it all. Granted, even if I were to stay in Seattle,

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-1164495600433473092006-11-25T15:00:00.000-08:002006-11-25T15:00:00.630-08:00

David Blaine: Magician or closted bondage fetishist?I think he just needs to be honest with himself here. He's a total bondage pig. Lesee... frozen in a block of ice for 61 hours, submerged in a spherical aquarium for a week, buried in a coffin for a week and suspended for 42 hours above the Themes. You be the judge.

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Happy Thanksgiving to anyone who celebrates this day whether it's about being thankful and/or just being with friends, family or chosen family.If you're not in this country (lucky you) and Thanksgiving isn't a holiday for you then you can take this as a rain check for the holiday of your choice and which fits best.If you just choose not to participate, then I'll simply declare that I hope you

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Sigh...I'm finishing up for the night. I started feeling the faint comings on of a cold on my way home from work tonight so I'm blasting myself with the usual stuff, hopefully I'm just being paranoid and will feel better tomorrow. If I let a cold get entrenched with me, it's usually a good 10-14 days of living with it. I don't kick them quickly.The roommate is off in the other room playing some

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-1164159277284088422006-11-21T17:34:00.000-08:002006-11-21T17:37:48.913-08:00

Sweet Tired CatFor i_maenad. Cute Kitty Coma.

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-1163974926918450042006-11-19T14:21:00.000-08:002006-11-19T14:22:06.940-08:00

Once again I've not been tuning in or participating in the LJ/Blogger verse very much for a while. I think it's the usual situation where a combination of things works against me and I lose my momentum and focus and energy to sit down and try to write down what's going on in my head. That and a desire to stir up the mud that's at the bottom. Sometimes I just want to let it all settle and be still

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-1163922666880262822006-11-18T23:50:00.000-08:002006-11-18T23:51:06.896-08:00

Just a quick note because it's too cool not to talk about.I just got home after having been drinking since around 5:00 for a friend's housewarming party. It was a great gathering with good people, nice wine and excellent snacky bits followed up later by a small exodus out to a favorite restaurant/bar for a bite to eat.As people were getting ready to head out either to the Eagle or home, a band

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-1162572373331179062006-11-03T08:45:00.000-08:002006-11-03T08:46:13.373-08:00

So.It's Friday, I should be happy in this fact. I would be except for the fact that it wasn't until I got to work that I realized that I left my keys at home.I am now locked out of my apartment. AND of course, the roommate was already gone on his way to work and won't be home until late.Of course.We're all going to meet up at some point, but until then, I feel somehow castrated.

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On my way home from work tonight I decided to stop by good ole Trader Joe's for some grub as the cupboards were getting kinda sparse. Somehow. They're full stuff but nothing that seemingly could make a meal in and of themselves.I love Trader Joes's btw, you get interesting and different stuff there that's hard to find any where else.So for tonight, it's french onion soup and crab cakes for dinner

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I'll just bet that I can make you thirstyright nowjust by mentioning it.

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I'm just taking a quick minute out of my "busy" day today to make some pointless comments...I was just doing some run of the mill data entry and looked at what I had written. "NE WHSE I/R". It makes perfect sense to me and all the other people here who will see it too but for some reason today, it hit me kind of funny that here's this whole description without a single word in it. What it expands

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Fate has conspired against me, or has decided to send me a message to take me kicking and screaming into some other state of being of which so far I have no clue as to what it's all about. Or I just watched too much television last night.It started off innocently enough with a little dinner time viewing of rerun of Star Trek where Geordi LaForge had been brainwashed to assassinate a governor or

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I just read this bizarrely fascinating article on Wired about people who can't recognize faces.They can see your eyes, your nose, your mouth – and still not recognize your face. Now scientists say people with prosopagnosia may help unlock some of the deepest mysteries of the brain.To an extent, it also occurs when looking at one's on face, a feeling of unfamiliarity.It's kind of unsettling in a

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Can we puh-leeze stop hearing about "The Gay Agenda"?Talk about kicking a dead dog. I thought this paranoid and delusional concept of a gay agenda went out last decade, to be replaced by upfront hatred, bigotry, willful ignorance and oh, wait...BUT... I suppose if you count striving for anti-discrimination laws and equal rights an agenda, then sure baby! Bring it on!!

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So I just took this quickie personality test on a job/career website. It was probably the fastest personality test I've taken and I didn't like the layout of the thing all that much. By the time I finished (maybe 5 minutes from start to finish) I figured I'd get something about as accurate as my zodiac sign. I am definitely an atypical aries...All in all, I'm surprised by how much I agree with

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In this current climate of psychotic conservatism, legalized discrimination and sociopathic government leaders, I thought I would post this link to a quick article of a simple victory for transgender people in New York. To me, it still seems to be something of a "duh" sort of thing and it does always irk me a little when the obvious or even inconsequential stuff needs to be legalized and

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So while I've got dinner on the stove for once, I thought it might be a good time to elaborate on my mood this weekend now that I've had a little time to think about it and feel a little better in general. At least the fact that I'm feeling good enough to be cooking something is a good sign. Even if all the food came from cans or boxes but at least it required being put together and heated in a

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I woke up at 10:30 this morning. For once I feel fairly rested. Nice quiet night with earplugs, quiet, and a lazy, rainy Sunday morning let me sleep in. This morning it appears that only the most caffeine addicted people are out in the rain in my neighborhood getting their fix at the local cafe & donut shop.I think I'l' be heading out to a cafe somewhere later on myself. Not the one that's so

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OK...First, the "business" space on the corner of my block which can't seem to decide what kind of business it is, decided to try to have an incredibly loud rock concert starting at 8:30 tonight. So loud it sounded like it was in my own building. Not too long after that started, 3 police cars arrived to quiet things down apparently. Then they went away. No biggie.Now... two more police cars at

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But it's the end of lunchtime so I can throw out just a few stray thoughts that don't add up to a whole entry in themselves... and then I'm back to work.The other night I had an obvious metaphorical dream. I was apparently going to perform some kind of a drag number which is funny in itself because I've never done drag before. I was being indoctrinated by a drag queen I don't know as apparently

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-1160697920523066382006-10-12T17:05:00.000-07:002006-10-12T17:05:21.416-07:00

Album Cover Galore!!This totally rocks!

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I just don't see it...I agree with darkeros... if this is the best that's come up with facial recognition, we're all either very safe, or very screwed.

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I've had this idea for a couple of weeks now and finally decided to give it a go. It's just a few pictures of what I was doing to my appearance over the summer as I was training to be a slave. I thought about trying to reflect on it all some more, but I just can't seem to bother for the most part. I dunno, in recent conversations with a friend it's come to light that I guess I'm *not* done with

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For real apparently.See here and here if you don't believe me.Here's a quick excerpt from one article:A 60-year-old man with acute pancreatitis developed persistent hiccups after insertion of a nasogastric tube. Removal of the latter did not terminate the hiccups which had also been treated with different drugs,and several manoeuvres were attempted, but with no success. Digital rectal massage was

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I swear to (insert name of favorite deity or televangelist here). Why does it have to be so damned difficult for people who need my help/assistance at work, to communicate what it is that they need?!I tell them all the time, "I can make pretty much whateever happen that you need... you JUST need to tell me what it is. I can't read minds."Not yet anyway. And if I *do* learn how to read minds, I'm

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OK, so I'm going to start right off and admit that yes... I was chatting on line while at work this morning. I don't always get on line while at work, but lately, I've been sneaking around a bit. :-) Today... today something a little different happened which was a lot of fun. We didn't plan it, it just happened, but I wound up participating in a little, on line fantasy porn story thing which if

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Here's something I just gleaned from a conversation on line tonight. Mere minutes ago as a matter of fact.When it comes to bondage, it's best to ask for what you want and then suffer the consequences.I think this bit of sage advice can also apply to S/M quite well. Dont'cha think?

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Well at least now my crotch isn't tender anymore.Got your attention? Good. :-)Actually, this is just a short thing anyway. I spent my weekend on a mini vacation down in San Francisco visiting a new friend and making a few others during the Folsom Street Fair.I had a lot of fun, got tied up a bit and paraded around in public in bondage. That's the funny thing with me, I'm an introvert, but put me

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-1158815784339519552006-09-20T22:13:00.000-07:002006-09-20T22:16:24.360-07:00

So lessee...~Lately when I get on line, especially here on LJ, I feel like I'm turning into a real smart ass in an attempt to be funny. So if I'm bothering anyone, I apologize and hopefully I'll get it reigned in soon.~But be that as it may, I've been sitting here wasting time instead of packing for my ride down to the Bay Area for a weekend of bondage and debauchery. I should be packing the few

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I just got a call a little while ago that the dog I had to give away, to find a better home for a couple of years ago, had a stroke today. His current owners will most likely be putting him to sleep tomorrow and asked if I wanted to say goodbye to him before they do.Damn it. I knew it was coming, he wasn't a young pup by any means but he filled my life with so much fun and laughter and caring

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After diffusing an unwarranted, attempted "assault" upon me by my manager this morning I came up with an interesting idea for halloween at work this year...Targets on the forehead and knives in the back. But not just for me, no.... for everyone in the office! I wonder how many people I could get to join me in this unspoken protest and crusade at work? What would it be like to have everyone in the

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-1158129786328552872006-09-12T23:42:00.000-07:002006-09-12T23:43:06.350-07:00

It seems that the past several days or nights as it were, have found me lingering around the apartment, hovering over the computer or slacking off in front of the television rather than going to bed at a decent hour.Considering it took me well over an hour to drag my ass out of bed this morning, one might think I'd either be smart enough or tired enough to go to bed a couple of hours ago.Instead,

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-1157437162319469112006-09-04T23:17:00.000-07:002006-09-04T23:19:22.386-07:00

I've just had to remind myself that I just don't know how to do this. This thing we call life. No one actually knows how to do it of course, but sometimes it still seems to me that some people seem to have a better grasp of the theory thank I do though, or at least parts of it. (Yes, that's utterly whiney and being "the victim" I know, I know. Whatever)I feel like I've just pulled a really sticky

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So July 18th was my last post, before that; one other in July and a few dinky things in June. I'm not even sure of where to begin. In a way, I sort of feel like I've been ignoring my friends and the excellent people whose journals I *used* to read. Aside from not making my own entries, I haven't even been able to catch anyone else's. I'm out of the loop basically having been both focused on

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Here's a quick, little article on a lawyer who started wearing dresses during a court case which was apparently developing too much testosterone or something. I sometimes wonder why such articles appear on Reuters Oddly Enough news, as if they're *shocking* or something, but at least something is making it possible to get such information out there.

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About my previous, recent post where I was all upset and concerned about sending an email to Sir...I wrote the letter, sent it to my shrink for a once over (he offered) then edited just a little, added some more and felt better by the time I was done writing. I held on to it for the night though just to make sure I was OK with myself with it, and then sent it off in the morning.Once I hit "send"

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-1153771690741057592006-07-24T13:07:00.000-07:002006-07-24T13:08:10.770-07:00

Do you ever get that mysterious impulse to playfully hit or smack someone you like? Pop 'em with a rubber band or really smack their ass?I wonder if it's an evolutionary hold over from primal mating rituals or something? You know, like when male wild cats bite the back of the neck of the females when mating?Then again, in the case of the cats, that could just mean "Hold still bitch, I'm trying to

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-1153339374071570372006-07-19T13:02:00.000-07:002006-07-19T13:02:54.096-07:00

I needed a chuckle today.Maybe you do too.Meet Chad Vader. He's Darth Vader's less-talented, less-charismatic younger brother who manages a grocery store.

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So...I believe a few weeks ago I said I'd try to be around a little more, share a little more yadda yadda yaddda,.So I suck and haven't done much of that. At least I didn't promise and therefor wind up committing a lie. :-)I'm back at one of my favorite cafés in town as I needed to get away from home and start working on a difficult letter to my Sir. I needed to get away from home so I could

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While eating lunch I read this short article from Psychology Today about how vacations can cause more stress related problems than they solve.Maybe for some.One thing that caught my attention though was the bit about "Leisure sickness". Leisure sickness is a cluster of cold- and flu-like symptoms that only strike on weekends or vacations. Recognized only recently, the syndrome commonly afflicts

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I just have to whine a little bit now. :-)As part of my training with Sir (hmm, I think I need to differentiate Sirs here all of a sudden, I'll have to come up with something) so far, He has been periodically giving me exercises and such which some will last for the duration of the weekend.This weekend's is one I'm not particularly looking forward to and it's all about the weather and the

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So I've got permission to talk about what's been happening with me lately. Not that it was being withheld at all, but I had to get around to actually asking before I could even seriously consider trying to write anything.Since I've moved and taken on a roommate, I've naturally been having to learn and develop new living patterns. Trying to figure out when and where are good times for me to write,

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This is why I love the city...while it's still a little stuffy in our westerly facing apartment, there's a cool breeze coming in the windows and while I've had the apartment to myself, all nice and quiet like, there's been someone very near by playing a saxophone rather well and lackadaisically.:-)It's cool baby.

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Whatever bug it is that I have, you don't want.I'm stuck at home on my second day of being sick with whatever this is. It seems to be a stomach thing but instead of the usual eat and throw up routine, it's more like just eat and feel like total crap and nauseated. I've hardly eaten anything for two days now and I can feel it. Hopefully though, the half bowl of chicken noodle soup I just ate will

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Here's a great article on a new book about sex education for teens and young adults that is apparently just to honest and open about talking about sex for main stream America. Guess what, it's main focus is not abstinence, it's about communication.I'm too sleepy and rushed to say much else about it so you'll just have to read the article, but I seriously hope this book manages to become more

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... I will blog and journal again. Quite possibly boring any unwary readers to tears with the details, maybe make a few squirm in their seats or twitch in their pants (depending on each person's level of depravity) not to mention adjusting my own ideas about my comfort levels.Somehow I just gotta get organized, make the time and organize some thoughts.Then again, maybe I'm being superstitious and

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So do y'all recall my story of woe about my Monday that sucked ass where my motorcycle's battery died and like how after pushing it up hill I dropped it and broke it?Well, today after one quick Flexcar trip and too much money on parts, I have successfully changed my first ever automotive battery AND replaced the broken peg. I am so butch gurl. Mm hm. Oh yeah.I still need to replace the broken

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So yesterday was just an amazing waste of air for me. This is pretty much nothing but whining, so read on if you dare, but you've been warned.The day started OK, and a job that had been hanging over my head seemed to be starting off well enough. Then a few hours later, a couple smaller parts of it went sour even though the worst part seemed to be hanging in there. I'll see about that when get to

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&bull Last night while shaving my head in front of the bathroom mirror I kept hearing an occasional clacking noise that I couldn't figure out. Just every now and then. I kept walking out into the hallway dripping and making a mess, checking to see maybe if my roommate had arrived home. Nope. Finally chance led me to looking down at the same time the next time I hear it. My PA was bumping against

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Well the carpet, water damage guy just left the apartment.The carpet is now on life support until Thursday.This means that a stoopid blower has been inserted under the carpeting in the hallway closet so that it can now run, 24/7, non-stop until Thursday when they come back to see if the floor has dried out.The carpet in the hallway is now billowing much like those air trampoline things for

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So let's see shall we?&bull Went camping in Idaho this weekend with the roommate and his boyfriend. It rained about 70% of the time. Wee.&bull Got so unintentionally shnockered Sunday night that I tossed my cookies in the rain and had a fit of crying. Wee.&bull Monday morning found me in the Porta-John/Porta-Pot/Biffy or as they are so wrongly known as here in the PNW "Honey Bucket"... puking and

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Something silly (and oh so pervertible) I just came across this evening...

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You would think that I could just stay happy and enjoy a moment, but dear readers, that just isn't the case.I dunno. I also don't totally know where to start. Things aren't bad though, not at all actually. I just don't know what to do about it, old questions are back again and I feel like I'm shutting down again. At least since last night.You see, for about the past week (give or take a couple of

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-1147960776409247572006-05-18T06:59:00.000-07:002006-05-18T06:59:36.470-07:00

It's just too early for me to rant coherently BUT... I just have to mention this article, which while it contains GOOD news, also points out some of the SUPREME stupidity of people.From the news this morning: Cancer Vaccine Appears Safe, But Who Should Get It? This article is about a seriously potential vaccine for cervical cancer that may be kept away from some people for the most IGNORANT of

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And had to share it with the world at large...

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-1147546070117740502006-05-13T11:46:00.000-07:002006-05-13T11:47:50.136-07:00

Ooh! Look what HossInSeattle was cool enough to send me yesterday! It's a picture from my impromptu birthday abduction dinner. I think this was during a moment of friendly paparazzi action, getting us as we strolled out of a restaurant. I cropped it to protect the innocent but otherwise, this is me at 38 and you can't see the few gray hairs that are starting to appear in the beard.The gray

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-1147144521614724882006-05-08T20:14:00.000-07:002006-05-08T20:15:21.630-07:00

So while I was attempting to make some kind of soft taco/burrito thingee for dinner just now I came to a conclusion and a couple of thoughts:1. I am so white. I simply can not effectively roll a stupid burrito. Evar. Try as I might, it just ain't my forté.2. To this day I would like a better distribution system of getting sour cream onto my food other than the flick and jerk method of trying to

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I just heard about this on the radio at work today, I *so* needed this.From the Sci Fi Channel: Who Wants to be a Superhero?And another one.I think I can watch this one. Especially if that woofy, built dude on the right is in the show! :-)

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-1147068802153515042006-05-07T23:13:00.000-07:002006-05-07T23:13:22.176-07:00

So yeah. Weird.It's annoying actually.Today was the final day of my Welding II class. As I was heading there this afternoon, (actually, we met at the instructor's own studio an hour before the class for a tour) I found myself getting really worked up and anxious. For no discernible reason.Then once in class, I found myself being cranky again. Among other things I think I found out that I just

Auxugenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835431392749077noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6457046.post-1146968080978098822006-05-06T19:14:00.000-07:002006-05-06T19:14:40.996-07:00

I hate feeling blah. It's like I've got a condition where I walk around in circles, occasionally bonking myself on the walls, not being able to decide what to do. I can't even decide if I want to eat or not. And then, if I do decide to eat, then what to eat.Go out tonight? Go see a movie? Stay in and play with myself? Stay in and watch a movie? Watch a movie and play with myself? :-)Choices

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So...I have some actual real, serious-er stuff that I will eventually get around to writing about but until then, I just wanted to mention a little bit of good news (well, good news to me) that I had on Thursday.I still have my septum piercing! Y'see... a several years ago I got my nosed pierced and spent a month whining about it. It took a little longer than it should have to heal because it got

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